9. Carilah orang yang menyayangi kamu.

Beb ape yang ko cari dalam hidup ko??
Pasangan hidup mungkin? aku pun rasa mcm tu..

Percayalah semua yang jodoh itu dah ditentukan tuhan semenjak kita dilahirkan lg. Bahawa di arasy tuhan telah tertulis yg jodoh ko dgn org tu.

Kekadang aku terpikir betapa bertuahnya kawan2 aku yg telah berkahwin. Jodoh mereka telah ditentukan tuhan. Tetapi mereka sendiri tidak pernah tahu yg mereka akan disatukan satu hari nanti. Diaorang berusaha mencari jodoh diaorang.

Ada yang frust menonggeng sampai cakap xnak kawin lgsung. Last2 kawin jugak. Ada yang break pastu sambung. Pastu break blk then sambung blk. Last2 ke jinjang pelamin gak. Ada yang seorang di utara seorang di selatan tapi akhirnya bersatu jugak.

Ikan di laut asam di darat..dalam kuali bertemu jua..

Sampailah di ijab kabulkan barulah mereka sedar yang selama ini yang tertulis di arasy adalah nama mereka berdua. Yang tertulis sejak mereka dilahirkan lagi..

Hebat kan kuasa tuhan..

Tapi bagi kebanyakan org masih keliru untuk memilih termasuklah aku. Adakah memilih org yang kita mahu sayang dan mengorbankan seluruh keringat hanya untuk memiliki cinta atau memilih org yang menyayangi kita sepenuh hati. Kedua2 ayat nampak sgt simple tapi sgt jauh perbezaannya. Tapi di akhirnya ayat itu bersatu sebenarnya.

Aku? aku pilih jalan susah.aku degil.

Beb aku rasa mesti korang tak paham ape aku melalut ni. Aku bercakap ni di luar kawalan minda aku.

Sape beb?

Korang la..yang baca blog aku ni!

Hari itu..

Di satu pagi sesudah subuh...


" Ape yang kamu nak dari aku. Aku tak mampu nak janjikan apa-apa dengan kamu. Hati aku bukan untuk kamu"

Dan dia menjawab... " Saya cuma mahu menanti awak di depan pintu. Menunggu awak pulang kerja. kemudian kita solat sama-sama. Saya nak awak jadi imam saya..."

aku: * speechless *

- tak penah terpikir aku akan dapat jawapan mcm ni..haih ape lagi yg aku mau..masih menunggu hidayah mungkin.

Berwajah Baru Sekejap

Aku tukar sebentar kulit depan blog aku. Sblm ni pun ada niat nak tukar. Hari ni baru kesampaian. Mane la tau. Blog ni pun dah tak lama..

Setiap masa itu berdetik

Aku ada dua minggu saja lagi. Keputusan masih 50-50. Blog akusangblogger akan ditutup andai takdir menentukan aku pergi jauh. Aku telah siapkan beberapa nukilan untuk aku kongsi bersama semua pembaca. Ramaikah?

Aku sebenarnya masih menunggu hint tuhan sama ada aku patut stay ataupun pergi jauh. Semuanya bergantung pada satu situasi...

Disini ada 10 tajuk entri yang sebenarnya dah lama aku siapkan. Aku cuma akan letakkan 5 entri untuk tatapan. Kalau sesape rajin boleh la tolong pilihkan

1. Aku, Matahari dan Kehidupan. Ayuh datang bersama.

2. Kisah Klasik untuk masa depan.

3. Nenek. Part 2: Jangan Kau Pergi.

4. Gadis kecil itu dari Rumah Anak Yatim

5. Samad Harano – Part 2

6. Kisah Pelayaran Andika

7. Oh bulan dimanakah bintang..

8. Tuhan..mohon jangan Kau ambil..

9. Carilah orang yang menyayangi kamu.

10. ?

Puitis seorang Ulama.

"Insya Allah saya seakan-akan sedang melihat sekerdip lilin yang bercahaya di hujung sana. Marilah kita sama-sama ke sana,"

- Nik Aziz Nik Mat -


Kalaulah aku boleh berbahasa indah seperti dia. Melihat dunia dari sudut yang nyata..

You don't have to feel unlucky...

I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back. The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old.

The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.' Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.' I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.

But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.''

My heart nearly stopped.

The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.' Then he showed me a very nice photo of himself. He was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me.' 'I love my mommy and I wish she didn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.' Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly. I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll!'' 'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.

The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!' Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me!'' 'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.'' 'My mommy loves white roses.'

A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket. I finished my shopping in a totall y different state of mind from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.

Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl. The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away. I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch o f white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was for people to see and make last wishes before her burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever..

The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.

Dia semalam dan hari ini..

Semalam mata redup itu seorang pelajar.

Hari ini dia seorang doktor.

Esok dia bakal menyelamatkan nyawa.
Nyawa yang bertarung untuk hidup.

Lusa dia bakal menyambut kelahiran bayi.
Jari pertama yang menyambut bayi itu ke dunia.

Mulia kan..

Aku?
Cuma tumpang gembira.